Introduce: The Treasures I Lost
On August 25,2015 I woke up with the darkest emotions of lost, the battlefields are reminders of failures an regards from chance’s that I lost my treasurer. Refusing to view the mistakes that caused destabilize situations allowing lifetime opportunities to slip though my hands. The phenomenal craving’s and desires that blinded me from reality. In additional order of self destructive behavior's my history wall now exposed to this “ Society”. Nowhere could I turn for clarity confused with devastating shocking waves of pain painted on my heart . Using my eye’s to search my surrounding with questions of guilt and shame acknowledging the consequences that are human factors leading up to hopelessness.
Afterwards agreeing with professional guidance most I decided to get help with these unresolved situations that nevertheless will never go away. If growth was gone happen then now most I developed the courage for tomorrow’s fights with this world. Distance from myself still full flight from reality as if growth couldn’t possibly linger out the Windows of Heaven. Still I wondered aimlessly for three years until the Lord bless me with change causing an opportunity to find my treasurer within myself.
Should I submit myself to this unknown source no thanks , truly wasn’t gone happen somehow grace took placeo overnight.The process started like a blind bat I raced forward seeking for sight how to adjust with the sun rising and sunset time revive from an animal unto my human stated of being. The phases were like a endeavoring effortlessly spirals within my storm searching moments. Revive I thought what ane excellent time to be delivered from bondage an miraculous new sight to see. This sight has levels of hued and textured, these creation has an image so precious that only a source inevitable could I say that faith played a fruitful part without a doubt.
Strength various which test the freshman of old desires and gift’s from the enemy that tested my soul.Tribulations of my future want been stated above-mentioned cleaned up by the highest level, shame and guilt has no home here . Within my process of soul quest I faced fears and demon’s that caused a great many failures. My legacy I rest with insurance for a better tomorrow most I say that it’s an higher power source that gave me strength and hope though my experiences which helped find my treasurer within myself.
I decided to take my position, standing with my head up joined by love. Continue will I take back what’s rightfully mines yes yesterday can’t be fixed, my tomorrow most have dedication. I’ve learned humbleness is an gift that's sent, I’m constantly reminder of my own reflections mirrored though paths I’ve taking over and over again. This journey have a powerful being, are you ready I asked myself, just doing what it take to keep my position.
Laughing and smiling with gratitude this is my new way of life. Deep breathing technique’s that help with aniexty sustaining only the force of leadership and team work. My support network has helping hands just wealth the storm, ask for that push if needed don’t stop looking forward I’m, on the move.