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Drowning
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updated Feb 25, 2017

This is poem I wrote, it depends on who reads it to decide what it is about. 

 
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Heaven's Sand
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updated Apr 20, 2017

I hit the wall today for the first time since you've been gone, screaming to god what you did wrong.I shouted as loud as I could, asking him why you couldn't see your good.I want to smash every mirror I own, because every time you looked in one, it only made you feel alone.You couldn't see your beautiful, you were blinded by this worlds lies, and for that it's the devil I despise.He took away your sister far too soon, he took her far away, out of this earth, over the moon.I tried to tell you that you'd see her again, up in that bright sky, but in order to do that, you had to die.Call me selfish, call me greedy, but your voice was the only one who could feed me.Now I'm starving for a sound I'll never again get to hear, and now voice mails and videos are the only things that can help me bare, but it's just not the same without you here.I hated to see you cry, but please don't mind, while I do the same, because I can't help but to lose my breath whenever I hear your name.I've spent half my life, saving your hand written letters, and all of your cards too, but my heart wasn't prepared to finally lose you.I knew it would hurt, I just didn't know that it'd hurt this bad, because when I lost you Monday, Tuesday I realized I lost everything I had.Now I'm down here listening to songs that remind me of you, and right now, they're the only ones getting me through.I guess I was one of the lucky ones, because I accepted your faults without reason, and I never once blamed you for leaving.Demons come in different forms, and yours came in the shape of a tiny pill, get the best of you again,they never will.You're finally safe now, and far from the devils reach, now you're collecting seashells upon heavens beach.If you should miss me, hold one close to your ear, so that whenever I say I love you, it's my voice you'll hear.Adele sang that she'd turn black and blue to make another feel her love, but I'd break every bone in this body for one minute up above.I'd use every second to hold your hand, and walk beside you upon heavens sand.We shared a bond that will never be torn, but now it's your chance to be reborn.I'll get mine one day, just not right now, finally love yourself, I hope those angels show you how.So good bye for now, to the mother I adore, maybe one day I'll too, not hurt anymore.

 
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I see your halo glow
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updated Dec 01, 2016

This song is about my father I tragicly lost a little over a year ago. I've never wrote a truer song,I still tear up when I sing it.

 
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Why you do the things you do
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updated Apr 02, 2017

I know how hard it is, and I wish I could be there There's so many times I wish I would have shown how much I care I know I've done some things that I really shouldn't have But if you look at the reasons why you'll see I'm really not that bad I did it for the money, when I didn't have a dime I never meant for it to turn into a life of crime I did it for the challenge, just to see if I really could I did it for the rush and no one thought I really would I did it when I needed recognition so I felt Did it when I had no friends and no one there to help I did it when I thought no one really cared I did it when it hurt so bad, the pain I couldn't bear In chaos and confusion, my world in disarray When I had no one to turn to, is when I went astray When I couldn't disappoint you, and was ashamed to show my face Is when I fell the furthest into my pit of disgrace When the loneliness and heartache inside me was so great That death or total numbness is the only means you can escape And within coping everyday, you lose all track of time Unable to find enough clarity to see you've crossed the line Inside your disillusions, where your sadness takes a hold And your life becomes such misery, you relinquish all control From outside it looks intentional, but its really slip and fall And suicide mission when you feel you've lost it all It's too much to remember and to painful to forget When you're trying so hard to hold on, but your fingers start to slip As you watch the things you want the most getting further from your grasp As the life you loved and were used to, so soon becomes your past As every day you're giving up a little piece of you The less they're able to understand why you do the things you do

 
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