Introduce: The Treasures I Lost On August 25,2015 I woke up with the darkest emotions of lost, the battlefields are reminders of failures an regards from chance’s that I lost my treasurer. Refusing to view the mistakes that caused destabilize situations allowing lifetime opportunities to slip though my hands. The phenomenal craving’s and desires that blinded me from reality. In additional order of self destructive behavior's my history wall now exposed to this “ Society”. Nowhere could I turn for clarity confused with devastating shocking waves of pain painted on my heart . Using my eye’s to search my surrounding with questions of guilt and shame acknowledging the consequences that are human factors leading up to hopelessness. Afterwards agreeing with professional guidance most I decided to get help with these unresolved situations that nevertheless will never go away. If growth was gone happen then now most I developed the courage for tomorrow’s fights with this world. Distance from myself still full flight from reality as if growth couldn’t possibly linger out the Windows of Heaven. Still I wondered aimlessly for three years until the Lord bless me with change causing an opportunity to find my treasurer within myself. Should I submit myself to this unknown source no thanks , truly wasn’t gone happen somehow grace took placeo overnight.The process started like a blind bat I raced forward seeking for sight how to adjust with the sun rising and sunset time revive from an animal unto my human stated of being. The phases were like a endeavoring effortlessly spirals within my storm searching moments. Revive I thought what ane excellent time to be delivered from bondage an miraculous new sight to see. This sight has levels of hued and textured, these creation has an image so precious that only a source inevitable could I say that faith played a fruitful part without a doubt. Strength various which test the freshman of old desires and gift’s from the enemy that tested my soul.Tribulations of my future want been stated above-mentioned cleaned up by the highest level, shame and guilt has no home here . Within my process of soul quest I faced fears and demon’s that caused a great many failures. My legacy I rest with insurance for a better tomorrow most I say that it’s an higher power source that gave me strength and hope though my experiences which helped find my treasurer within myself. I decided to take my position, standing with my head up joined by love. Continue will I take back what’s rightfully mines yes yesterday can’t be fixed, my tomorrow most have dedication. I’ve learned humbleness is an gift that's sent, I’m constantly reminder of my own reflections mirrored though paths I’ve taking over and over again. This journey have a powerful being, are you ready I asked myself, just doing what it take to keep my position. Laughing and smiling with gratitude this is my new way of life. Deep breathing technique’s that help with aniexty sustaining only the force of leadership and team work. My support network has helping hands just wealth the storm, ask for that push if needed don’t stop looking forward I’m, on the move. R.E.B
This is the story of many years of research on my family line. Using family books, records, and DNA, we travel through 5779 years of Direct Royal Blood Line, on this trip we cross time back words following the American Royal Family Lines Back through time from the farmost point on Earth, as far away as one can get from Yisrael, on a voyage back throughout history, we view the civil war, French War, Revelation, Landing of Mayflower, Casting of Royal Bloodlines from Scotland, Germany, Spain, France, we follow the Royal Bloodlines and Lost Tribes Of Yisrael through Babaylon Captavaty, and Back to the Royal Bloodlines, of King David, and Priestly Line Of Aaron, tracing the Lost Tribes Of Yisrael throughout time from present day back to Yisrael Restoring the Lost Tribes Of Yisrael gathering the Children Of Averham and Their Return To Yisrael. Yawhovah told our Father Averham: "...Your descendants will be as numerous as the grains of dust on the earth. You will expand to the West, and to the East, to the North, and to the South. By you and your descends all the families of the earth will be blessed. Look I am with you. I will guard you wherever you go, and I will bring you back into this land, because I won't leave you until I have done as I have promissed." B'RESHEET 28:14-15
I keep things bottled up inside anger and resentment foolish pride safely locked away my thoughts turn tidesas I come back to real life free from stress and strife her words twist like a knifeshe stabbed me in the back feelings emotions immediately coming back like demons haunting me I become enraged heart and mind forcing me to disengage to block her from coming into my life once again. she was my everything now she is nothing to me but a mere pain in my side. alas I keep it all bottled up inside. I cannot begin to understand why why I kept it hidden inside away from all the prying eyes.
your love is like liquor your kisses an elixir I look into your eyes clearly high as a kiteflying high like Superman in the moonlight where’s my girl Lois lane she must taken a pill to numb the pain. I feel bad for her though cause now she knows my secret she knows how well I keep it hidden locked safely away in my heart in my mind together forever will i try to be the man I could have been back before we started out as friends I would be remiss if I denied you one last kiss. one last kiss upon your lips as we parted ways till the day I see you again in my heart you know we’re more than friends.